Sigh , I know i've been thinking too much nowadays. But still , i cant control . I'll imagine things that might not happened but i'll still be thinking over it . Past , i know it's history but im still thinking over and over again . I really dont know why , i hate myself so much . I really dont know what happened to me , i guess that's the reason why i always quarrel with Baby ba :( Im still thinking what you've said yesterday leh , hais . I'll try not to , but i really love you alot :( Sigh.. Baby fell asleep , im bored naoxz . Say wont sleep still sleep , hatechuxz . Hehez . My mood was like up and down , fuckit . IMissBabyttm D:

Out w mother today , settled lunch @ mac . Ate shakerfries and was full . I dontknow why either . Brother wasn't here if not i would have given him mcwings . He's a crazy eater :) I only ate one meal a day , my stomach cant fits in ): But , i love to eat ! :D Brought stuffs back home , wanted to buy the pokercard lighter for baby but mother was there :'( Baby said escape tomorrow , dontknow will it be a lastminute call off anot . Hope no . && Sorry darling for not going out w you tomorrow , meet when im free kay ! Luv you . Friends , as i promised i'll meet your all up before school reopens , i'll try my best k! Muack . Dont everytime say my heart only got baby maaaaaa :( Pain , I cut my finger again ! :@ Im waiting clock to strike 7 ! CIAO .