I hate the way you make me feel ,

Slept at 5am , woken up by ____ .
Rotten at home , helped JJ bathe lea :P
See how guaikid i am , LOL .
Im beli de sadddddddddd):

Tell you all a secret , im missing my baby naoxzxzxz . ): Waiting for mother come back with KFC leaaaaaaa :) ..... ):

I always wanted you to be more understanding:( I thought you'll be the one im leaning on . Maybe i was wrong , i tried my best to be a perfect stead. I've changed for the sake of yours , but you never forget how i treat you in the past. Ignorant , what i tried will never rewind back the time . To you , you think what is what i deserved . Im sorry , i've no choice but to agree . In the past, i dont love you as much as in the present .
I hate my self so much for loving. I dont want this to happen anymore. My feeling , no one will ever realised . I kept it to myself and forced myself to smile everyday . You've no idea how i felt . Its okay .. You never know how much i missed you though i dont express it through words . You always think you're nothing to me . To me , you meant the whole world . Believe or not , its up to you . I wont blame you either...I dont want to cry anymore, i'll learn to hold back my tears .
I dont think you eevn cared when i cried anymore . But lastly , ireally love you alot):
If only everyday was yesterday , but it's just memories...

REALITY SUCKS !