I Love Elmo ! :D

Slept at 5am ytd , though i shutdown my computer at 1am . Woke up today at 6am , trained to JurongEast w sister and brother . Bused to work area , packed stuff . Aftermath , to Freezer room . Kept aim , paste , aim , paste until 5 in the afternoon . Liling && me went to get some warm packs to stick on our jackets , hehez ! I wore on layer by layer , and i ended up with 3 layers of jacket ! Could you imagine , we're in there for so long . HAHA ! && It's 3Degree temperature in there , we're fcuking shivering and entered in and out . Whole body cramp , and we all was like jumping but like 2cm high only , LDM ! That two girls kept looking at the guys , this was making me laugh my ass real out !
Suffered alot , pay so low :( Night market w brother and sist . Backed home . && I simply broke down :'( && I bet you guys expected the unexpected . As you can see , it's really impossible for me to work and suffer :( I've a target im heading towards , that's why i persevere and finished work . It's all to late ..

Boy , i miss you seriously .
I always wanted to celebrate Christmas w my loved one , but this year not again .
Sigh , today its our 5month 1day , and no more :(
It's too sudden for me to really expected it , i regret for those .
But whatever its too late , its too late . There's really too much memories between us . I wont forget you but i'll try my best to change myself . Not for the sake of yours , but mine . Maybe im always self-centered , only thinking for myself . But in my mind , i know . No matter what , there's always you . Maybe i was wrong , it was my family who was there always for me :( My friends . I didnt want to lose you , i want to spend the rest of my life with you . But no more , no more , its all way too late , though i regretted , though i'll changed . I still can't change the fact that you've leave me . We're just normal friends naoxzc , i dontwant you to be my friend . I want you to be someone really there caring for me , my special boyfriend . That's already past , i know i didn't cherish :( I'll change , and i hope you 'll be waiting for me . I hope you meant your words, there's only me :( Sigh . Who do people always have to lose something important , then to know how to cherish . If there's really a time machine , i swear to god i'll treat you with all best i can . I'll change my attitude problems , and not forsaken you ever again . I edited my whole blog about you yesterday for a few hours , and today i must remove it :( Because you're no longer mine , im no longer yours . Sigh , i hope we'll be back again . I believe :D I'LL PUT EVERYTHING UP AGAIN . Goodbye 21st :'(

There's no one there to ,
wipe my tears when i cried
Lend me shoudler when i needed it
Caring for me like he always does
Fetch me to school and dismiss from school
Hold my hands and walk together
kiss my lips when i feels like to
buy foods for me when im sick
prepare breakfast for me
Make me feel secured
hug me when im afraid , lonely
cheer me up when im down
Every little things you does , keeps in my heart forever .

I'll be changing my blog url soon , no more 21 stars :( Im thinking ..
Wont be replying anything today :(