Out w brother and sister to JurongSpring , settled dinner at mac .
Trained to Orchard , meet Gabriel , Yinsin , Johnathan , && dontknow who .
Had a hard time meeting the rest , as all are not so familiar with Ion orchard .
Met Weiqi , Yishu , Yimin , ChuanHuat , Alios at LV finally . Then , Gabriel and co was lost .
Haha ! Walked around , they smoked . Alios shoes broke while crossing the road , ah ! HAHA ! Went to look for rubberband , then walk around . Waited for them to eat mac , Brother kept kop their frenchfries . I took Alios' Sprite and asked brother want drink anot , how generous . Countdown , weiqi , alios , brother and me kup for the sprays . But end up , brother and alios help me finish uh ! :( Very scary , walked half way then will tio sprayed . Hehe , was heading back to ion meet gabriel and co. Half way through , everyone was like squeezing . Wtfxzc , the guy who was shouting ' PUSH , BABY WANT TO COME OUT ALREADY ! ' He continue shouting , and stepping on my toe . AHHHH , I was holding sister and walked . They push until U-turn back , saw brother . 'Brother , save me uh !' Then push him to the front , end up sister and brother reached destination . I still left behind , Alios at there kpkb i become roti prata already . Then weiqi and yishu take such a long time to come out , waited and met gabriel . Slacked , and took the last train to Raffles Place . Walked to Lau Pa Sat , all kup for beer . Brother dont allow me to drink , but i still drank . Haha , 4cups sister want to dare me one mouth drink finish . Then suddenly , machiam want fall down like that . I kept laughing for no reason , and kept say weiqi si rabbit , chuanhuat blue doraemon , alios pooh bear , the rest hehe secret . What chuan huat, is all huat hahahahah . Brother said i used things go throw him , Hahahaha . I lied on the table and cried , and accidentally fell asleep . Was effing cold , took the first train back home . Booooooomz , slept .
Merry Christmas to all :D

I already predicted from that day you ignored me, i know you've been wanting to end this relationship already . But i can't bear to break though it really hurts me alot deep inside . I thought you was stress or what , i'll be there for you . Cheer you up , because i know whenever im sad i always wished for you to be here with me . If you're not interested to be with me anymore ,dont bother to say we will patch someday:( Because i really hoped for this , but i think it's really impossible anymore . I remebered you wanted me to say 'iloveyou' but i refused at times , i dont even dared to open my mouth to say . But , deep down in my heart i loved you alot , more than anything else :( Sigh . You scolded me at times , without hearing me to explain myself . I always said nevermind , but deep inside i really mind alot . If i could be more matured, we wont be quarreling that often already): All those quarrels , how many are just misunderstanding . I always wanted you to try explaining yourself because i know i will trust what you've said. I wished you'll never leave me , never ever . Whenever i walked away , it's not that i want to leave you alone . I was wanting that you'll come and find me , because i doesnt feel that im really important to you . I want to know , if you really cared , if you really noticed that im not here by your side. I always cried when i feel im a failure to be your girlfriend , i doesnt want you to talk to me . I want to be alone , thinking through everything . But you will asked me what happened , i know you cared but still i never answer you . It's not that i wanted to show you attitude , i only wanted you to hug me tight and those 3 words are really enough for me . I think you really dontknow my character well , because no one really does . Sometimes i really dont know what im thinking too . It's all over ... )': If i were to see you hold other girl's hand , said that you loved her . It's really the hardest thing for me to accept :( Will you be back... :(

- You left, and my heart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness.
I just read my earlier post , just a week ago post . We seems to be so happy together , though we'd quarreled . But still , i enjoyed being with you :( We went to sentosa together , that day was really my unforgettable night w you:( We went to vivo and etc . I slept at your lap when we're in bus , you woke up and your slippers was lost . I think that you was cute , sleep slipper also lost . Everything , every image of us being together i can really remember vividly ... Hais :( It's really too sudden , you're gone :(