Though i forced myself to sleep , i only slept at 4mn . Sigh , woke up at 6am . Trained to lakeside w brother , && sister . Work again , wtfxzc . Supervisor didn't come today , was like slacking . Today half day , until 12pm but i cannot tolerate anymore . It's freezing cold inside kkz !!! ): Boss berry guailan , OT till 4pm . All zao already , bth manxzc :( Brother can survive for 3days , this is called the power of luv :) Didnt even have the mood to work today , sigh . We went out of the freezer room , and boss want us to finish up the last carton ! LOL . They put everything back , and we was laughing like hell . See water , boss at downstair . HAHA . Lazy to elabortate anymore , and i shall quit from this work already . I kept sneeze naoxzc , and the feeling is really unbearable . I want to sneeze but i cannot , wtfxzc . I worked because i want a better life for you , i doesnt want you to stress . But why can't you really understand me :( Merry christmas to everyone . I dontknow want to celebrate anot , i wont be happy either .... :(

I'm always waiting for this day , christmas to come. I want to celebrate this unforgettable night w you . But you're gone before today :( Sigh . I've tried my best to maintain this relationship . I wanted to end this thatime , but i promised you that i'll never leave you .
And i will never will :( I kept my promises . Through all those quarrels we had , we came even closer with each other . I thought you will never leave me regardless how often we've quarreled . && im trying hard to change myself , but you chose to end this . I pleased you not to leave , but you insisted :( There's nothing i can do , just to wait . For what's never meant to be will never be . If you're really not mine , we'll break again . I'll get more hurt , i've to start everything all over again :( Everytime we never meet for days , i cant wait to see you , i wish i can hug you real tight .. Why is this really so unfair , i cant forget you but i bet you can forgive me very fast :) Hais . I miss the times we're together , we laughed together , i slept at your lap while watching tv at wuqun's house , we quarreled at times , i cried and you will cheer me up , you piggybacked me when im being lazy to walk , you scolded me at times . No matter how down i am , those 3 simple words from you meant a few thousands of others . You always think you can do nothing . Those words , promises you gave , i still remember vividly in my mind , not lefting even a single word out . That means how important you really are . Sigh , you're gone but i still can't get over it :( I talked to you , because i really care:( Maybe this is a lesson learnt for me , i always thought there's no one but only you who really cares for me . I trusted your words so much , because i trusted you , i'll never fall so deep in luv again . I'll never believe in luv anymore :( You messaged me so cold from that day , i'd never give up . I try my best to cheer you up and i'll definetely be your listening ear . But still , im the one making you stress :( I cried everyday , and i'd never blamed you for that . I think everything in a positive way just to cheer myself up . You used to miss me more than i do , now its the opposite . You used to bright up my day whenever im with you , but i've never showed anything through my expression . If i really dont care about you in the first place , why do i even bother to think anything . It makes me sad only :( My life suckxzs even more naoxzc ... I cant even see you face to face , because i know i will cry infront of you :(
" Love will find a way in someday . " I hope this phrase is true :(
I'm sure you will find a new stead right :( Sigh .


Sweetheart , i've read your post . Thanks :) I'll try eh , but im not strong that you think ^^ Longtimenosee , hehe . Luv .