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Thursday, January 28
Monday, December 28
Sunday, December 27
It's 6am naoxzc , i still can't get myself to bed ):
Should be editing blog in the afternoon again, i guess/:
We cherish and held things the tightest only when we're about to lose them .
Not willing to let go , when it's already end .
Why do Jealously often gets into conflicts :(
It takes two parties to work hard towards a lasting relationship .
Heart to heart talk is always needed , it's always better to understand each other .
Trust is always important in every relationship , thus two parties should really speak frankly with each other . Instead of neglecting each other's feeling .
If there isn't any quarrels between two , there's seriously something wrong .
It's either there's no caring between or one party just give in everything .
There's always one who have to give in more than the other .
We only cherish when we've lose it , and take it for granted when we have it back again .
Eternity are just empty promises , when one can't even predict their future ...
It takes 3 years to build up trust , but it just simply take 3 seconds to destroy everything .
Should be editing blog in the afternoon again, i guess/:
We cherish and held things the tightest only when we're about to lose them .
Not willing to let go , when it's already end .
Why do Jealously often gets into conflicts :(
It takes two parties to work hard towards a lasting relationship .
Heart to heart talk is always needed , it's always better to understand each other .
Trust is always important in every relationship , thus two parties should really speak frankly with each other . Instead of neglecting each other's feeling .
If there isn't any quarrels between two , there's seriously something wrong .
It's either there's no caring between or one party just give in everything .
There's always one who have to give in more than the other .
We only cherish when we've lose it , and take it for granted when we have it back again .
Eternity are just empty promises , when one can't even predict their future ...
It takes 3 years to build up trust , but it just simply take 3 seconds to destroy everything .
Watched 'Hi My Sweetheart!' till 5am yesterday. Texted at 8am and backed to sleep . Woke up at 5plus , i just merely wasted one day off ! :( Waited effing long for brother to log off , watch 'Hi My Sweetheart!' again hiakhiakhiak . Esp 9 seems to be temptating , haven out . Sadsad ~
Horhor , I sent alot messages to malaysia . LOL !!!! Out to had dinner with brother && sister , saw my NOT cute les . GeeGeeGeez ! ~
Horhor , I sent alot messages to malaysia . LOL !!!! Out to had dinner with brother && sister , saw my NOT cute les . GeeGeeGeez ! ~
Saturday, December 26
Friday, December 25

Out w brother and sister to JurongSpring , settled dinner at mac .
Trained to Orchard , meet Gabriel , Yinsin , Johnathan , && dontknow who .
Had a hard time meeting the rest , as all are not so familiar with Ion orchard .
Met Weiqi , Yishu , Yimin , ChuanHuat , Alios at LV finally . Then , Gabriel and co was lost .
Haha ! Walked around , they smoked . Alios shoes broke while crossing the road , ah ! HAHA ! Went to look for rubberband , then walk around . Waited for them to eat mac , Brother kept kop their frenchfries . I took Alios' Sprite and asked brother want drink anot , how generous . Countdown , weiqi , alios , brother and me kup for the sprays . But end up , brother and alios help me finish uh ! :( Very scary , walked half way then will tio sprayed . Hehe , was heading back to ion meet gabriel and co. Half way through , everyone was like squeezing . Wtfxzc , the guy who was shouting ' PUSH , BABY WANT TO COME OUT ALREADY ! ' He continue shouting , and stepping on my toe . AHHHH , I was holding sister and walked . They push until U-turn back , saw brother . 'Brother , save me uh !' Then push him to the front , end up sister and brother reached destination . I still left behind , Alios at there kpkb i become roti prata already . Then weiqi and yishu take such a long time to come out , waited and met gabriel . Slacked , and took the last train to Raffles Place . Walked to Lau Pa Sat , all kup for beer . Brother dont allow me to drink , but i still drank . Haha , 4cups sister want to dare me one mouth drink finish . Then suddenly , machiam want fall down like that . I kept laughing for no reason , and kept say weiqi si rabbit , chuanhuat blue doraemon , alios pooh bear , the rest hehe secret . What chuan huat, is all huat hahahahah . Brother said i used things go throw him , Hahahaha . I lied on the table and cried , and accidentally fell asleep . Was effing cold , took the first train back home . Booooooomz , slept .
Merry Christmas to all :D
I already predicted from that day you ignored me, i know you've been wanting to end this relationship already . But i can't bear to break though it really hurts me alot deep inside . I thought you was stress or what , i'll be there for you . Cheer you up , because i know whenever im sad i always wished for you to be here with me . If you're not interested to be with me anymore ,dont bother to say we will patch someday:( Because i really hoped for this , but i think it's really impossible anymore . I remebered you wanted me to say 'iloveyou' but i refused at times , i dont even dared to open my mouth to say . But , deep down in my heart i loved you alot , more than anything else :( Sigh . You scolded me at times , without hearing me to explain myself . I always said nevermind , but deep inside i really mind alot . If i could be more matured, we wont be quarreling that often already): All those quarrels , how many are just misunderstanding . I always wanted you to try explaining yourself because i know i will trust what you've said. I wished you'll never leave me , never ever . Whenever i walked away , it's not that i want to leave you alone . I was wanting that you'll come and find me , because i doesnt feel that im really important to you . I want to know , if you really cared , if you really noticed that im not here by your side. I always cried when i feel im a failure to be your girlfriend , i doesnt want you to talk to me . I want to be alone , thinking through everything . But you will asked me what happened , i know you cared but still i never answer you . It's not that i wanted to show you attitude , i only wanted you to hug me tight and those 3 words are really enough for me . I think you really dontknow my character well , because no one really does . Sometimes i really dont know what im thinking too . It's all over ... )': If i were to see you hold other girl's hand , said that you loved her . It's really the hardest thing for me to accept :( Will you be back... :(
- You left, and my heart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness.
I just read my earlier post , just a week ago post . We seems to be so happy together , though we'd quarreled . But still , i enjoyed being with you :( We went to sentosa together , that day was really my unforgettable night w you:( We went to vivo and etc . I slept at your lap when we're in bus , you woke up and your slippers was lost . I think that you was cute , sleep slipper also lost . Everything , every image of us being together i can really remember vividly ... Hais :( It's really too sudden , you're gone :(
Wednesday, December 23

Though i forced myself to sleep , i only slept at 4mn . Sigh , woke up at 6am . Trained to lakeside w brother , && sister . Work again , wtfxzc . Supervisor didn't come today , was like slacking . Today half day , until 12pm but i cannot tolerate anymore . It's freezing cold inside kkz !!! ): Boss berry guailan , OT till 4pm . All zao already , bth manxzc :( Brother can survive for 3days , this is called the power of luv :) Didnt even have the mood to work today , sigh . We went out of the freezer room , and boss want us to finish up the last carton ! LOL . They put everything back , and we was laughing like hell . See water , boss at downstair . HAHA . Lazy to elabortate anymore , and i shall quit from this work already . I kept sneeze naoxzc , and the feeling is really unbearable . I want to sneeze but i cannot , wtfxzc . I worked because i want a better life for you , i doesnt want you to stress . But why can't you really understand me :( Merry christmas to everyone . I dontknow want to celebrate anot , i wont be happy either .... :(
I'm always waiting for this day , christmas to come. I want to celebrate this unforgettable night w you . But you're gone before today :( Sigh . I've tried my best to maintain this relationship . I wanted to end this thatime , but i promised you that i'll never leave you .
And i will never will :( I kept my promises . Through all those quarrels we had , we came even closer with each other . I thought you will never leave me regardless how often we've quarreled . && im trying hard to change myself , but you chose to end this . I pleased you not to leave , but you insisted :( There's nothing i can do , just to wait . For what's never meant to be will never be . If you're really not mine , we'll break again . I'll get more hurt , i've to start everything all over again :( Everytime we never meet for days , i cant wait to see you , i wish i can hug you real tight .. Why is this really so unfair , i cant forget you but i bet you can forgive me very fast :) Hais . I miss the times we're together , we laughed together , i slept at your lap while watching tv at wuqun's house , we quarreled at times , i cried and you will cheer me up , you piggybacked me when im being lazy to walk , you scolded me at times . No matter how down i am , those 3 simple words from you meant a few thousands of others . You always think you can do nothing . Those words , promises you gave , i still remember vividly in my mind , not lefting even a single word out . That means how important you really are . Sigh , you're gone but i still can't get over it :( I talked to you , because i really care:( Maybe this is a lesson learnt for me , i always thought there's no one but only you who really cares for me . I trusted your words so much , because i trusted you , i'll never fall so deep in luv again . I'll never believe in luv anymore :( You messaged me so cold from that day , i'd never give up . I try my best to cheer you up and i'll definetely be your listening ear . But still , im the one making you stress :( I cried everyday , and i'd never blamed you for that . I think everything in a positive way just to cheer myself up . You used to miss me more than i do , now its the opposite . You used to bright up my day whenever im with you , but i've never showed anything through my expression . If i really dont care about you in the first place , why do i even bother to think anything . It makes me sad only :( My life suckxzs even more naoxzc ... I cant even see you face to face , because i know i will cry infront of you :(
" Love will find a way in someday . " I hope this phrase is true :(
I'm sure you will find a new stead right :( Sigh .
Sweetheart , i've read your post . Thanks :) I'll try eh , but im not strong that you think ^^ Longtimenosee , hehe . Luv .
Maybe we're not meant to be at all , maybe i really should stop thinking about him :(
Sigh , i will try . Those are just excuse :( You dontwant to be w me , im clinging on for nothing . i'll only end up getting more hurt ba . I talk to you , bcos i miss you . nothing much i want ... I'll keep all as memories . I'lll still think of those memories we had , but maybe no matter how much i've tried you're still not mine :( No matter how much i've changed , how much i want to be together ..
As you've said , it's a full stop already :(
Maybe i should really move on with my life ..
Sigh , i will try . Those are just excuse :( You dontwant to be w me , im clinging on for nothing . i'll only end up getting more hurt ba . I talk to you , bcos i miss you . nothing much i want ... I'll keep all as memories . I'lll still think of those memories we had , but maybe no matter how much i've tried you're still not mine :( No matter how much i've changed , how much i want to be together ..
As you've said , it's a full stop already :(
Maybe i should really move on with my life ..
Sigh , didn't went to work today was effing stress and i dont even have the mood to go out :'(
I simply broke down because of him again , i dontknow why i missed him so much:(
Hope sister and brother will be back soon , i dontwant to feel alone .
One message and you're gone . There's memories lies behind . Time heals everything , forget him and move on with your life . All those , i really cant .
He's the only one that makes me falls on so deeply , i dont know why but im always afraid for this day to come , it really did :(
IM SORRY ! :(
Sigh , i know you've given me alot of chances before , but i really dontknow what i do wrong . I know you've tolerate with my childish attitude for 5months , i didnt cherish i know . You forgive me again and again though i've hurt you alot . I really dontknow , that's why i never change . But you choose not to tell me , and bear all by yourself . Im sorry :( Naoxzc you're tired and im willing to change all i could because i love you deep inside :'( After you've leave me , i realised how important you really are in my heart . I will never forget you 21st , you will always be tattoo-ed in my heart forever and always . Dont even ask me to move on with my life , without you , i know i cant . I'll only be waiting for that day that really comes , i'll be able to hold your hands again and with my heart . Maybe we can't last forever , but at least i can still be with you once again and love you fullest :( People always dont treasure what they had after they lose it :( I know , and im one of them . I cant stop the tears from falling , there's really too much memories left behind . I will keep on waiting till that day , Time proves everything . It really hurts alot deep inside when i edited my blog link , baby , and titled it "FRIEND" . :((((((((( I hope we can be together again , i wont ask for more anymore ... What does it takes , to be with you forever :( Be happy that he's once yours, i cant . I want to be with him again , share my happiness and everything . I wont make you sad ever again , because i know whenever you're sad i wont be happy either . I didnt want you to smoke , not because i want to control you . As you've known , my reason , smoking kills , i didnt want you to leave me . I dontwant you to suffer . That's why im always mad when you've smoke too much, but i ws wrong . I shouldnt control you in the first place :( Everything you do , there's always me . But i only understand this when you're gone from my life . You can say eveything ended with a fullstop , but i'll never give up on you whenever there's still chance . There's only one reason in everything i do , because iloveyou :'( I want to be with you , and not making you sad again . I'll respect every decision you've made , but whatever i've said . Comes from my heart , seriously . Actions speaks louder than words , that's why im waiting . To show you how much i've loved you . Im sorry for everything i've done , and i'll will kick off that stupid attitude of mine . Because i know , i continue like this will make you sad . Im sorry , i didnt understand it in the past . Now i regretted , seriously . I've cried alot times because of you , i always thought because you doesnt care me . Im a failure to be your once-girlfriend i know . What ive said naoxzc , everything has past . But what never past , is my love for you . It had never changed how much i loved you and it will never change . I hope you will give me the last chance , just last and i'll cherish everything .
I meant my words , and i hope you trust me this last time ... I dontwant to bid goodbye to someone i really loved , because this feeling really is lost . Everything i do , cant make you out of my mind , not even a second . Even i dream , it's you again :( Dreams are better than reality . I dreamt that you're back with me again , but when i woke up . Tears rolled down again , i know this is just a dream already . But no matter what , if you truely loves me , you'll be back to me somehow . I must be strong , waiting for you . I'll try but whenever i missed you tears rolled down again . How am i going to stop this :( && I know , no matter what you do , i'll always lvove you , nobody else . Cos in my heart there's only you , you , and nobody else . I know i should have trusted you more when i have you :( WHY MUST IT I LOSE LIAO THEN I KNOW ???!????!!!! :( Memories of us being together keep appear in my mind again and again . I really miss you :( ALOTATLOATALOTALOTATLOT ! I really dontknow you will forgive me and give it a try again or what , i hope so :( Sigh , IMISSYOU ... I know i wrote a v long post , im really very regret what ive done sialllllllllll . i know you never scold me vulgarities before but i cant control myself that i sclded you thtime . I feel very sorry .. Hais , what shall i do naoxzcxzc . I really dontknow , this is driving me mad alrready . Imiss you terribly
:((((((((((
If i were to list everything i've done to make you sad , i think my hands will be tired off typing .
When you're still with me , why i dontknow how to think that's its my wrong .
You everytime give in to me say that you're wrong , i took it for granted . I know whatever ive done , its always you who apologised to me . Now its my turn , not that i give in to you , but its really my fault then :( IM SORRY :( I really cant live without you :( My mind is just full of you , us , and every moment when you're with me . I SHOULD HAVE CHERISH . ITS ALL TOO LATE , IT ONLY DEPENDS ON YOURSELF TO FORGIVE ME ANOT . I KNOW EVEN IF YOU DONT , I'LL UNDERSTAND . BUT I WILL PROVE TO YOUI'VE CHANGED . I'LL CARE EVERYONE AROUND ME BEFORE I REGRET LIKE HOW I AM NOW . IM SERIOUSLY HOPE WE CAN BE BACK . I SAID AGAIN AND AGAIN BECAUSE MY HEART ONLY CONTAIN THIS PHRASE . HAIS . I know that lastime i broke up w my previous stead, i never cared anything . wanting to patch or what , but for you , i dontknow why but i really wished for this to come true . i think u really treat me too good , thats why . if i were to say how much i felt sorry inside my heart , its beyond words . SORRYSORRYSORRY :( Even if you say its alright , im still sorry :( I everytime walked off by myself , and i know you would come . But naoxz i finally realised , this really hurts you alot :( Im sorry , i will change myself to a better person naoxz :(
The hardest thing i've imagine , is to watch someone i loved love someone
I cant forget everything you've does :( You know i wont forget you :(
First time when i stead w you , th next morning you brought lemon tea and breakfast for me and sent me to school . as it was raining , you brought umbrella and walked me to school . you was afraid i was cold , and asked me whether i wanted your hoodie . i never even dared to talk to you . After school , we went boonlay with tinghan , brother and sister . I dont even dared to hold your hands , when you insisted . with your smiles , and we just hold merely for a while and bidbyes . you would messaged me , everyday and when im in school . i'll sure recieve a message from you . You got s session and you need to go for training , i didn understand and i blame you for it . you apologised . everything when im in the wrong , its you who apologised . you brought me to hke and slacked , old placed . you wanted me to call you baby in the phone , but i couldnt it really takes me a long time and i just simply said , 'baby' . you say huh , i didnt want to repeat again . you was laughing and said that im cute . i skipped cca when our first month , i ran out of the school and i cant wait to meet you . you came w a bouquet of flowers , i went back home and put it . lol . i gave you the cake , and you ate it in the bus . i saw you eating w your smile and i was really very happy . . and watched movie . you laminated the tickets and you thought i was laughing at you , but i wasn't .. You wanted me to disown my gan , but i quarreled w you again and again without thinking how you felt . i take such a long time in everything i do . i finally understood and i break gan w him because i doesnt want you to sad . .. Second month , we went sentosa with brother , wuqun , leting and sist , though its our anniversary i called them along . you gave me a giant pooh bear and waited at my house downstair wanting to give me a surprise . you failed , and youre sad i know . but im still happy about your effort ... . and i gave a wallet to you , im wondering if you're still using now :( You said i was your only stead who gave you wallet . and with your smile , i know you liked it . Third month , you knew i like sakae sushi and you brought me there to eat . you didnt tell me in th first place , you wanted to give me a suprise . before 3month , you gave me a couple mug , and a winnie the pooh bottle full of hearts . you know i was angry w you , you didnt fetch me from school thatday . but to my suprise , brother passed me that and i nearly broke down into tears . i didnt tell you too . you was afraid this was the last present you gonna give me , and i was really touched by your words . from this day .. i really love you w all my heart . before that i really treat you not good but you still tolerated . i want to be in your embrace forver :( And still , im not perfect . you wanted me to hold your hands and we quarrelled because of this dontknow what stuffs . i know it sounds stupid , and i've changed .. forth month , you skip your meals saved your money and you brought me a winnie the pooh handphone when we saw it at simlim square you know i was keep looking at it . i quarreled w you again , and you passed me and you walked off . i opened it , and seriously i broke down into tears . i know i shouldnt have scolded you for wronging you . i lost my wallet at bugis , you was worried i wasn;t and i think that you're v cute when you looked like this . you asked me to be serious more abit :( i was only sad because that wallet is you buy for me de , and our firstmonth tickets and our second month sentosa pass is also inthere . :( but still i cant find my wallet . we went down base , and i quarreled w you again . i broke down into tears because i wanted to treat you best but i just dontknow what you want :( You wipe my tears and asked me not to blame myself , but still i blamed myself again ... I wasnt a good stead after all . we quarrelled again and again , you asked me what happen what i want you to do . i ignored you and dont even bother to look at you :( fifth month , we never celebrate i dontknow why ;( I log in msn and saw you online . i cant even talk to you , you said you want to be alone . but im glad that you sent me happy fifth month , its really unexpected . sighh ... i miss your smiles , how i slept on your lap . how you hug me when i got betaryed by my bestest friend and you wipe my tears for me . im really is being oversenitive for thinking you hong girls . now i know you didnt :( i really think too much everytime . and still i cant control , because im just too afraid you might leave me . maybe you will find a better stead than me , :( But i wont find a stead , till i completely get over you . i dontknow how long it will takes . but still , you ask me to wait till i forget you . there's alot of things im still missing about you . thanks for those memories . i'll wait for you till you really be back but maybe its impossible anymore :( There's nothing i can do , just to love you in silent . i cant talk to you in a stead manner , im just your friend now :( Sigh ..
I simply broke down because of him again , i dontknow why i missed him so much:(
Hope sister and brother will be back soon , i dontwant to feel alone .
One message and you're gone . There's memories lies behind . Time heals everything , forget him and move on with your life . All those , i really cant .
He's the only one that makes me falls on so deeply , i dont know why but im always afraid for this day to come , it really did :(
IM SORRY ! :(
Sigh , i know you've given me alot of chances before , but i really dontknow what i do wrong . I know you've tolerate with my childish attitude for 5months , i didnt cherish i know . You forgive me again and again though i've hurt you alot . I really dontknow , that's why i never change . But you choose not to tell me , and bear all by yourself . Im sorry :( Naoxzc you're tired and im willing to change all i could because i love you deep inside :'( After you've leave me , i realised how important you really are in my heart . I will never forget you 21st , you will always be tattoo-ed in my heart forever and always . Dont even ask me to move on with my life , without you , i know i cant . I'll only be waiting for that day that really comes , i'll be able to hold your hands again and with my heart . Maybe we can't last forever , but at least i can still be with you once again and love you fullest :( People always dont treasure what they had after they lose it :( I know , and im one of them . I cant stop the tears from falling , there's really too much memories left behind . I will keep on waiting till that day , Time proves everything . It really hurts alot deep inside when i edited my blog link , baby , and titled it "FRIEND" . :((((((((( I hope we can be together again , i wont ask for more anymore ... What does it takes , to be with you forever :( Be happy that he's once yours, i cant . I want to be with him again , share my happiness and everything . I wont make you sad ever again , because i know whenever you're sad i wont be happy either . I didnt want you to smoke , not because i want to control you . As you've known , my reason , smoking kills , i didnt want you to leave me . I dontwant you to suffer . That's why im always mad when you've smoke too much, but i ws wrong . I shouldnt control you in the first place :( Everything you do , there's always me . But i only understand this when you're gone from my life . You can say eveything ended with a fullstop , but i'll never give up on you whenever there's still chance . There's only one reason in everything i do , because iloveyou :'( I want to be with you , and not making you sad again . I'll respect every decision you've made , but whatever i've said . Comes from my heart , seriously . Actions speaks louder than words , that's why im waiting . To show you how much i've loved you . Im sorry for everything i've done , and i'll will kick off that stupid attitude of mine . Because i know , i continue like this will make you sad . Im sorry , i didnt understand it in the past . Now i regretted , seriously . I've cried alot times because of you , i always thought because you doesnt care me . Im a failure to be your once-girlfriend i know . What ive said naoxzc , everything has past . But what never past , is my love for you . It had never changed how much i loved you and it will never change . I hope you will give me the last chance , just last and i'll cherish everything .
I meant my words , and i hope you trust me this last time ... I dontwant to bid goodbye to someone i really loved , because this feeling really is lost . Everything i do , cant make you out of my mind , not even a second . Even i dream , it's you again :( Dreams are better than reality . I dreamt that you're back with me again , but when i woke up . Tears rolled down again , i know this is just a dream already . But no matter what , if you truely loves me , you'll be back to me somehow . I must be strong , waiting for you . I'll try but whenever i missed you tears rolled down again . How am i going to stop this :( && I know , no matter what you do , i'll always lvove you , nobody else . Cos in my heart there's only you , you , and nobody else . I know i should have trusted you more when i have you :( WHY MUST IT I LOSE LIAO THEN I KNOW ???!????!!!! :( Memories of us being together keep appear in my mind again and again . I really miss you :( ALOTATLOATALOTALOTATLOT ! I really dontknow you will forgive me and give it a try again or what , i hope so :( Sigh , IMISSYOU ... I know i wrote a v long post , im really very regret what ive done sialllllllllll . i know you never scold me vulgarities before but i cant control myself that i sclded you thtime . I feel very sorry .. Hais , what shall i do naoxzcxzc . I really dontknow , this is driving me mad alrready . Imiss you terribly
:((((((((((
If i were to list everything i've done to make you sad , i think my hands will be tired off typing .
When you're still with me , why i dontknow how to think that's its my wrong .
You everytime give in to me say that you're wrong , i took it for granted . I know whatever ive done , its always you who apologised to me . Now its my turn , not that i give in to you , but its really my fault then :( IM SORRY :( I really cant live without you :( My mind is just full of you , us , and every moment when you're with me . I SHOULD HAVE CHERISH . ITS ALL TOO LATE , IT ONLY DEPENDS ON YOURSELF TO FORGIVE ME ANOT . I KNOW EVEN IF YOU DONT , I'LL UNDERSTAND . BUT I WILL PROVE TO YOUI'VE CHANGED . I'LL CARE EVERYONE AROUND ME BEFORE I REGRET LIKE HOW I AM NOW . IM SERIOUSLY HOPE WE CAN BE BACK . I SAID AGAIN AND AGAIN BECAUSE MY HEART ONLY CONTAIN THIS PHRASE . HAIS . I know that lastime i broke up w my previous stead, i never cared anything . wanting to patch or what , but for you , i dontknow why but i really wished for this to come true . i think u really treat me too good , thats why . if i were to say how much i felt sorry inside my heart , its beyond words . SORRYSORRYSORRY :( Even if you say its alright , im still sorry :( I everytime walked off by myself , and i know you would come . But naoxz i finally realised , this really hurts you alot :( Im sorry , i will change myself to a better person naoxz :(
The hardest thing i've imagine , is to watch someone i loved love someone
I cant forget everything you've does :( You know i wont forget you :(
First time when i stead w you , th next morning you brought lemon tea and breakfast for me and sent me to school . as it was raining , you brought umbrella and walked me to school . you was afraid i was cold , and asked me whether i wanted your hoodie . i never even dared to talk to you . After school , we went boonlay with tinghan , brother and sister . I dont even dared to hold your hands , when you insisted . with your smiles , and we just hold merely for a while and bidbyes . you would messaged me , everyday and when im in school . i'll sure recieve a message from you . You got s session and you need to go for training , i didn understand and i blame you for it . you apologised . everything when im in the wrong , its you who apologised . you brought me to hke and slacked , old placed . you wanted me to call you baby in the phone , but i couldnt it really takes me a long time and i just simply said , 'baby' . you say huh , i didnt want to repeat again . you was laughing and said that im cute . i skipped cca when our first month , i ran out of the school and i cant wait to meet you . you came w a bouquet of flowers , i went back home and put it . lol . i gave you the cake , and you ate it in the bus . i saw you eating w your smile and i was really very happy . . and watched movie . you laminated the tickets and you thought i was laughing at you , but i wasn't .. You wanted me to disown my gan , but i quarreled w you again and again without thinking how you felt . i take such a long time in everything i do . i finally understood and i break gan w him because i doesnt want you to sad . .. Second month , we went sentosa with brother , wuqun , leting and sist , though its our anniversary i called them along . you gave me a giant pooh bear and waited at my house downstair wanting to give me a surprise . you failed , and youre sad i know . but im still happy about your effort ... . and i gave a wallet to you , im wondering if you're still using now :( You said i was your only stead who gave you wallet . and with your smile , i know you liked it . Third month , you knew i like sakae sushi and you brought me there to eat . you didnt tell me in th first place , you wanted to give me a suprise . before 3month , you gave me a couple mug , and a winnie the pooh bottle full of hearts . you know i was angry w you , you didnt fetch me from school thatday . but to my suprise , brother passed me that and i nearly broke down into tears . i didnt tell you too . you was afraid this was the last present you gonna give me , and i was really touched by your words . from this day .. i really love you w all my heart . before that i really treat you not good but you still tolerated . i want to be in your embrace forver :( And still , im not perfect . you wanted me to hold your hands and we quarrelled because of this dontknow what stuffs . i know it sounds stupid , and i've changed .. forth month , you skip your meals saved your money and you brought me a winnie the pooh handphone when we saw it at simlim square you know i was keep looking at it . i quarreled w you again , and you passed me and you walked off . i opened it , and seriously i broke down into tears . i know i shouldnt have scolded you for wronging you . i lost my wallet at bugis , you was worried i wasn;t and i think that you're v cute when you looked like this . you asked me to be serious more abit :( i was only sad because that wallet is you buy for me de , and our firstmonth tickets and our second month sentosa pass is also inthere . :( but still i cant find my wallet . we went down base , and i quarreled w you again . i broke down into tears because i wanted to treat you best but i just dontknow what you want :( You wipe my tears and asked me not to blame myself , but still i blamed myself again ... I wasnt a good stead after all . we quarrelled again and again , you asked me what happen what i want you to do . i ignored you and dont even bother to look at you :( fifth month , we never celebrate i dontknow why ;( I log in msn and saw you online . i cant even talk to you , you said you want to be alone . but im glad that you sent me happy fifth month , its really unexpected . sighh ... i miss your smiles , how i slept on your lap . how you hug me when i got betaryed by my bestest friend and you wipe my tears for me . im really is being oversenitive for thinking you hong girls . now i know you didnt :( i really think too much everytime . and still i cant control , because im just too afraid you might leave me . maybe you will find a better stead than me , :( But i wont find a stead , till i completely get over you . i dontknow how long it will takes . but still , you ask me to wait till i forget you . there's alot of things im still missing about you . thanks for those memories . i'll wait for you till you really be back but maybe its impossible anymore :( There's nothing i can do , just to love you in silent . i cant talk to you in a stead manner , im just your friend now :( Sigh ..
Tuesday, December 22

I Love Elmo ! :D
Slept at 5am ytd , though i shutdown my computer at 1am . Woke up today at 6am , trained to JurongEast w sister and brother . Bused to work area , packed stuff . Aftermath , to Freezer room . Kept aim , paste , aim , paste until 5 in the afternoon . Liling && me went to get some warm packs to stick on our jackets , hehez ! I wore on layer by layer , and i ended up with 3 layers of jacket ! Could you imagine , we're in there for so long . HAHA ! && It's 3Degree temperature in there , we're fcuking shivering and entered in and out . Whole body cramp , and we all was like jumping but like 2cm high only , LDM ! That two girls kept looking at the guys , this was making me laugh my ass real out !
Suffered alot , pay so low :( Night market w brother and sist . Backed home . && I simply broke down :'( && I bet you guys expected the unexpected . As you can see , it's really impossible for me to work and suffer :( I've a target im heading towards , that's why i persevere and finished work . It's all to late ..
Boy , i miss you seriously .
I always wanted to celebrate Christmas w my loved one , but this year not again .
Sigh , today its our 5month 1day , and no more :(
It's too sudden for me to really expected it , i regret for those .
But whatever its too late , its too late . There's really too much memories between us . I wont forget you but i'll try my best to change myself . Not for the sake of yours , but mine . Maybe im always self-centered , only thinking for myself . But in my mind , i know . No matter what , there's always you . Maybe i was wrong , it was my family who was there always for me :( My friends . I didnt want to lose you , i want to spend the rest of my life with you . But no more , no more , its all way too late , though i regretted , though i'll changed . I still can't change the fact that you've leave me . We're just normal friends naoxzc , i dontwant you to be my friend . I want you to be someone really there caring for me , my special boyfriend . That's already past , i know i didn't cherish :( I'll change , and i hope you 'll be waiting for me . I hope you meant your words, there's only me :( Sigh . Who do people always have to lose something important , then to know how to cherish . If there's really a time machine , i swear to god i'll treat you with all best i can . I'll change my attitude problems , and not forsaken you ever again . I edited my whole blog about you yesterday for a few hours , and today i must remove it :( Because you're no longer mine , im no longer yours . Sigh , i hope we'll be back again . I believe :D I'LL PUT EVERYTHING UP AGAIN . Goodbye 21st :'(
There's no one there to ,
wipe my tears when i cried
Lend me shoudler when i needed it
Caring for me like he always does
Fetch me to school and dismiss from school
Hold my hands and walk together
kiss my lips when i feels like to
buy foods for me when im sick
prepare breakfast for me
Make me feel secured
hug me when im afraid , lonely
cheer me up when im down
Every little things you does , keeps in my heart forever .
I'll be changing my blog url soon , no more 21 stars :( Im thinking ..
Wont be replying anything today :(
Monday, December 21
This pix ws taken Sept1 at HawParVila , haha . I'd never upload this pix before . 'cos my face looks real stupid in this pix , haha . Who to blame ? The photographer ! Haha //--
" It really hurts lot deep inside , without having you by my side .
It has been days , i'm still thinking about you every moment .
I get jealous because i'd cared, not because i dont trust you ):
Sorry if i've let you think that i did not trust you at all ,
&& i know i really get jealous easily . SORRY !
I typed messages , wanting to ask you if you're fine but i'd never send out .
I saved everything to draft , and pretending that you're fine .
You know i was worried , i cant even text you :( I know i've the urge , but i tried not to .
I gave you time to consider , i hope you really think through every bits .
I'd never wanted to end this lovely relationship ,
because i know i love you deep down in my heart ,
and i've a great boyfriend always there for me .
And i really took it for granted in the first place .
Maybe i cling on to you too tight .
We've been through all quarrels , and we're still together ^^
I was suprised that you sent me fifthmonth , to say honestly i was really happy .
But i longed to see you face to face , sigh .
I hope i can hug you real tight right naozxc and never let you go again ... "
We've been together for 5month , and still counting ^^ Iloveyou .
Take good care :)
Brother :
I know you keep read my blog la ! See i so good , thanks for cheering me up though you very kp la , hahaha !!! You kept at there tsktsk , kpkb . HAHAHA !! Thanks for your lemon tea , when i cried until my saliva also gone . Hehe. I really dontknow what to write okeh . Sorry , hehehehe ! Luv :D
Sister :
Thanks for rushing down from enet that time when i feel very helpless at that time , i seriously felt confused . I dont want to break but i'll never accept someone really lied to me . Naoxzc i think through , maybe i dont trust him enough . Like you've said . I know when i cried , i make people around me worried . Ha , and thanks for your treat for golden chopsticks , yay . Haha . I dontknow what to describe leh . Luv :D
Leting :
Ha , dont worried to much . Im seriously fine already :) Hehehe , thanks for texting me and asking me to cheerup . Your tweet and everything okeh ! ^^ Sisters till the end , \m/ . Luv :D
Wuqun :
Hehe , stupid bird . ! Thanks for cheering me up and asked me out to refrain me from thinking him that much . Ha , i still will but i'll try not to . HAHA , i know you try everyway make me laugh , ask me dont sad . But im still sad , haha and you dontknow what to do . Hehehehehhe ! As you've said , i still have you all . I know ^^ You all will be there for me . Luv :D
Szelin :
Si Xigua , i so good i know . Haha , i dont know how you know that im sad but haha ! Thanks for your effort cheering me up k!! Haha , i kept talktalktalk make you cannot sleep in peace and you have to stay up late to chat w me this cute bagua haha . im hyper again right ! ^^ Hehehe , luv .
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Ha , thanks for those effort for cheering me up alright . Im lazy to write out names but i know ah . Im sorry that i replied cold when i really feel very confused , Hahaha . Lovelovelove :)
" Wherever you go, whatever you do, you know I love you ... from my heart I really do. I will be waiting, always. Whatever it takes, whatever's at stake, you know I'll be right here, right here ... always waiting for you. "
Sunday, December 20
Found you in the deepest part in my heart ,
Wuqun messaged me at 10am , was effing tired . Went back to sleep again/: Woke up at 1plus , and was texting w Leting .
Bused to JurongEast w sist , and headed to Bugis w Leting && Wuqun .
Wuqun : I'll be waiting for you .. !!
Us : EEEW , disgusting shhhh !
He was trying to entertain us , hahaha w his awful voice ! :D
Wuqun , Sist , Leting : Later hor , all charge what table fee lor !
Me : HAHA , we bring one table open and sit la ! :D
Was walking and they were discussing , hahaha !!!
Settled lunch-cum-dinner at Golden Chopsticks . Yay ! ^^ Sister ate alot , she is also known as baba . LOL !!! Sister helped me w the prawns , while wuqun helped me w th crabs .
Hehez , im being lazy :$ Leting took vingear for wuqun instead of soy sauce , LMAO !
Leting : That's how women feels like when they get jealous .
Bused back to JurongEast , slept in the bus . Beepbeep , so tired . Went imm aftmath , walked and went to 7eleven at Wuqun's house downstair . HSH @ 10plus ._.






Sisters till the end \m/ ! Photos in Leting's phone , hehez !! My eyes looks berry swollen , ugly ! :( ROFLOLMAO . Randomly photos , was bored waiting for them to eat ! :@ HAHA . Luvluvluv :-*
Wuqun messaged me at 10am , was effing tired . Went back to sleep again/: Woke up at 1plus , and was texting w Leting .
Bused to JurongEast w sist , and headed to Bugis w Leting && Wuqun .
Wuqun : I'll be waiting for you .. !!
Us : EEEW , disgusting shhhh !
He was trying to entertain us , hahaha w his awful voice ! :D
Wuqun , Sist , Leting : Later hor , all charge what table fee lor !
Me : HAHA , we bring one table open and sit la ! :D
Was walking and they were discussing , hahaha !!!
Settled lunch-cum-dinner at Golden Chopsticks . Yay ! ^^ Sister ate alot , she is also known as baba . LOL !!! Sister helped me w the prawns , while wuqun helped me w th crabs .
Hehez , im being lazy :$ Leting took vingear for wuqun instead of soy sauce , LMAO !
Leting : That's how women feels like when they get jealous .
Bused back to JurongEast , slept in the bus . Beepbeep , so tired . Went imm aftmath , walked and went to 7eleven at Wuqun's house downstair . HSH @ 10plus ._.






Sisters till the end \m/ ! Photos in Leting's phone , hehez !! My eyes looks berry swollen , ugly ! :( ROFLOLMAO . Randomly photos , was bored waiting for them to eat ! :@ HAHA . Luvluvluv :-*
Saturday, December 19
Walao !!! :@
I washed my clothes yesterday night , and wanted to wear it today .
Sadly , i stained th colour w my high waist short wtfwetfwtfwtfw !!!!
I brought it yesterday and i cant wear anymore i guess . zzzzz
suey la !! and th pink and white clothes i wore ytd meant alot to me :(
Sigh , hope when im back . th stain will be gone pls :'(
I washed my clothes yesterday night , and wanted to wear it today .
Sadly , i stained th colour w my high waist short wtfwetfwtfwtfw !!!!
I brought it yesterday and i cant wear anymore i guess . zzzzz
suey la !! and th pink and white clothes i wore ytd meant alot to me :(
Sigh , hope when im back . th stain will be gone pls :'(
Out w bro , sist to JurongPoint at 5 .
Settled lunch-cum-dinner at kfc .
Black Pepper Chcien , very spicy . Cant even finish too :)
Hah , can slim down already . LOL !!!
Slacked , 246 bro && sist all alight at boonlay /:
I take rounding lor , walked back home from lakeside .
Nobody's at home too :(
Went downstair , sist && bro rushed down from enet .
Something happened :( Alright , fine naoxzxzc :)
Since sist rushed down , hehez i let her play com :P
Good sist i am ! Yes ! :P
Camwhored alot , berry bored . Shall be off to sleep soon . HA !
Should be out w Leting Sist and wuqun bro tml , cant wait ! :D Longtimenosee , ^^
They're my best sist and bro !!! \m/
















No comments needed ._. I look stupid , hehez ! Berry cool right ! Yes !!! Brother looked more stupid !!! HAHA , Wtfxzc !
He's playing w my shades and hairband !! LOL !!! Such a childish brother i have , geeeeez !!!
My eyes so swollen like apples , hehez . And plsplspls dont call me winnie th pooh gal !! You know who you are , HAHA !!!
Who's really there for you when you're down .
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Settled lunch-cum-dinner at kfc .
Black Pepper Chcien , very spicy . Cant even finish too :)
Hah , can slim down already . LOL !!!
Slacked , 246 bro && sist all alight at boonlay /:
I take rounding lor , walked back home from lakeside .
Nobody's at home too :(
Went downstair , sist && bro rushed down from enet .
Something happened :( Alright , fine naoxzxzc :)
Since sist rushed down , hehez i let her play com :P
Good sist i am ! Yes ! :P
Camwhored alot , berry bored . Shall be off to sleep soon . HA !
Should be out w Leting Sist and wuqun bro tml , cant wait ! :D Longtimenosee , ^^
They're my best sist and bro !!! \m/
















No comments needed ._. I look stupid , hehez ! Berry cool right ! Yes !!! Brother looked more stupid !!! HAHA , Wtfxzc !
He's playing w my shades and hairband !! LOL !!! Such a childish brother i have , geeeeez !!!
My eyes so swollen like apples , hehez . And plsplspls dont call me winnie th pooh gal !! You know who you are , HAHA !!!
Who's really there for you when you're down .
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Friday, December 18
Okehxzc once again , im rot at home :(
It's Chicken Bird Day today , didnt celebrate w her .
I really dont feel like going out of the house , anywhere :(
I hadn't been having good night sleep recently ,
and my black eye rings turning out to be panda soon :(
I seriously feels weak without eating :((
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I waited till 5am , thought you would text me . But you didnt , i dontknow you're sleeping or what .
I'd cried , i missed you :( I hope you reply to my message soon :( 3more days to our fifthmonth , why things turn out this way...
I dont feel like posting anymore :(
Bai .
It's Chicken Bird Day today , didnt celebrate w her .
I really dont feel like going out of the house , anywhere :(
I hadn't been having good night sleep recently ,
and my black eye rings turning out to be panda soon :(
I seriously feels weak without eating :((
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I waited till 5am , thought you would text me . But you didnt , i dontknow you're sleeping or what .
I'd cried , i missed you :( I hope you reply to my message soon :( 3more days to our fifthmonth , why things turn out this way...
I dont feel like posting anymore :(
Bai .
Thursday, December 17
Short post due to my low spirit :(
Out , meet Brother , Gabriel && Yinsin . Went namdai for JiaToh . I never eat anything for the whole day/: No appetite again , mabe im falling sick soon . So happy :) LOL . Ate abit , and im really have no mood to do anything at all . Okehxzc , it's effing funny that Gabriel Self-serviced take ice . Lol . We were like laughing all the way , but deep inside i never smiled :( Lol. Slacked , and bused back home aftht .
Broing life i have geeez :(
I cant stop the tears from falling when reminscence about th past :( There's nothing more i can do naoxzc , no one can really cheer me up but realy appreciate their effort.. You're not the one i can share my thoughts with , i hate it when you asked me to stop . It just really hurts so much . I wish i dont care anything anymore , but i just cant . I really feels neglected .. I hope everything turns out fine :( Im decieving myself to think in a positive way . I miss th past you :(
Out , meet Brother , Gabriel && Yinsin . Went namdai for JiaToh . I never eat anything for the whole day/: No appetite again , mabe im falling sick soon . So happy :) LOL . Ate abit , and im really have no mood to do anything at all . Okehxzc , it's effing funny that Gabriel Self-serviced take ice . Lol . We were like laughing all the way , but deep inside i never smiled :( Lol. Slacked , and bused back home aftht .
Broing life i have geeez :(
I cant stop the tears from falling when reminscence about th past :( There's nothing more i can do naoxzc , no one can really cheer me up but realy appreciate their effort.. You're not the one i can share my thoughts with , i hate it when you asked me to stop . It just really hurts so much . I wish i dont care anything anymore , but i just cant . I really feels neglected .. I hope everything turns out fine :( Im decieving myself to think in a positive way . I miss th past you :(
Wednesday, December 16




Out w Bi to JurongPoint , brought his books . Bused to JurongEast , settled lunch .
&& bus back home at 3plus:(
Safra w brother && Sister , even audition also make me sad:( Kept disconnect .
Off and accompany sist , bro to mac . I never eat anything, no appetite at all /:
Gabriel came , and Basement to play the photobooth . LOL !!! Realised i forgot my wallet again , lol la ran back and the staff gave it to me . Relieved , totally relieved . Arcade , brother use the hammer to hit my head again . He forced me to post this in my blog , lol . Walked , and brother wanted to use my head bang th wall . He didnt , but i did . LOL . FULL detailed hur . They went off , and i sat there alone waiting for both of them . My wallet w sist, cant go home -.- Backed home . Hais . What happened ... :'( Dont continue anymore cans.
Tuesday, December 15
Monday, December 14


Out w Mother && Brother to eat , then bused to my school . Th security guard at there bark alot because we wore slippers ?! LOL . Brought books , waited effing long okehxzc . Brother and mother quarrelled alot stupid stuffs , saliva splitting on my face ! :( Im th poor little girl . Saw Luv-to-showoff-'pro'-english teacher , im glad that she didnt sees me . If not , i wont be at home right naoxzc ! Heeeeee ! Wtfxzc , the bookshop girlgirl asked me im taking art anot . How would i know ?! LOL !!! Mother says that my principle is handsome . I CANT BELIEVE IT !!! *Faint . Walked to JurongVile aftermath . Old BoonLaySec :( I took nothing , mother && brother take my books for me . I Love it !!! Hehez !! Baby says im a lazy pig , and always a lazy pig :( You hurt me , HAHAHA ! G.O Staff said alot stuff , LDM ! ^^ Mother scolded me for saying her as black dog . Brother teach me scold people black dog , indian dog . Thus mother scolded him for being rude . HAHA ! I Love Black Dog , LMAO !!! Cabbed back home . Im bored naoxzc .
BABY GET WELL SOON , BRING ME OUT HUR !!!
GEEEEEEEEEEEEZ , Love you . Muack .
(Edited//:)
Meet Baby w/ his present , base to slack . Played Uno . Backed home aftht . Shall not elaborate anything ^^ TIKTOKTIKTOK , LOL !!!
Here comes the hilarious part !!! ^^
THIS VIDEO IS LAUGHING MY ASS OUT !!!!!!!!
ME , BABY , BROTHER AND SISTER .
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